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Sunday, June 11, 2006
i think i'm afraid of goldfish. not so afraid of it as to not even dare look at it or anything but the thought of feeling it scares me. for example, there was once when the fish somehow jumped out of the water (what a dumb fish) and landed on the floor . i heard this "slap"-like sound so i didn't really think it was the fish. a while later my mom screamed and noticed that the fish was on the floor and barely alive. i freaked out, ran into my room and locked the door. just today one of the fishes was dying. my brother noticed it and told my mom. i looked at the fish. it was doing barrel rolls of sorts, doing somersaults and eventually knocked its head on the bottom of the aquarium AND...it passed out. again i freaked out, ran into my room and locked the door. my point is i think FISHES ARE DISGUSTING. not appearance wise (in fact i think some fishes look pretty amazing) but...i don't know. maybe i just don't like creatures which feels wet. not only fishes,but several other things as well. such as lizards and snails. Lizards! I remembered there was a dead lizard which someone managed to stay on the wall. So my maid took the broom and started nudging the lizard. It dropped and made this horrible rubbery splat sound. real life alive snails are alright, but everytime i see a snail I imagine someone running over and -CRUNCH- now the oh-so-lively-and-speedy snail is goo. Or maybe in contrary I really love these creatures and what I'm afraid of isn't them but how they will look like when they run/swim/crawl into horrible situations (fish didn't have to jump out of the water, snails could've worn heelies). Anyway the fainted goldfish ended up dying and is already buried somewhere. Probably under some grass patch under my house. May (yet another) goldfish rest in peace.
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