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Friday, August 11, 2006
this post will sound really different from the usual stuff i post everyday so, um, don't be schoekd or anything. There, i've warned you.
and i don't have a good grasp of english, so pardon me if some of my sentences are so grammatically incorrect they make less sense than gibberish. besides, i'm just typing my thoughts out so the sentences might not flow too smoothly. ok? whoopee.
here goes.
i think i'm rotting.
not just recently, but over the past few months too. i've been trying to keep things to myself, and i hope you haven't noticed any change causes if you didn't it means i've succeeded controlling the rot to a certain extent.
i haven't been myself. i've lost a couple of friends, many of which simple drifted away. maybe i'm exaggerating, but even if it's 1 friend drifting away it would've been too many.
i've become more crude, more skeptical, more of a pessimistic and more of an introvert. i don't know why, and i don't like it. and i'm sorry to all those who have been affected by my change in behaviour.
didn't even feel like blogging actually, but suddenly i just had this feeling that i owe alot of people an apology due to this (sudden)change. doubt much people will read it though since this blog is now under life support.
oh wait, i still have lots more stuff to say but my thoughts kinda evaporated on me.
ah what's wrong with me who do i turn to now?
and i don't have a good grasp of english, so pardon me if some of my sentences are so grammatically incorrect they make less sense than gibberish. besides, i'm just typing my thoughts out so the sentences might not flow too smoothly. ok? whoopee.
here goes.
i think i'm rotting.
not just recently, but over the past few months too. i've been trying to keep things to myself, and i hope you haven't noticed any change causes if you didn't it means i've succeeded controlling the rot to a certain extent.
i haven't been myself. i've lost a couple of friends, many of which simple drifted away. maybe i'm exaggerating, but even if it's 1 friend drifting away it would've been too many.
i've become more crude, more skeptical, more of a pessimistic and more of an introvert. i don't know why, and i don't like it. and i'm sorry to all those who have been affected by my change in behaviour.
didn't even feel like blogging actually, but suddenly i just had this feeling that i owe alot of people an apology due to this (sudden)change. doubt much people will read it though since this blog is now under life support.
oh wait, i still have lots more stuff to say but my thoughts kinda evaporated on me.
ah what's wrong with me who do i turn to now?
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